學人精

“學人精”這詞經常出現在早期的對話中，開始出現幾次，只覺得有趣，後來次數多了，竟生出一種『連這個也像』的驚奇與莞爾。

猜劇情是學人精、不斷推敲自己或別人寫過的文字也是，連繽紛樂二十年前也就是了。

說著類似的話，被妳輕敲著頭並對我說著：『我聰明，你傻瓜』

有多久沒有聽到妳說了呢？ 

嘿，最近我又一直當學人精囉～

因為這些都是我學到的生活中的美好，一開始的學人精，是想跟妳相似，現在的學人精，是想變更好。

自然而然地就感受身旁早已準備好的事物，去了解它，然後真正感受到它的美好，有時候，好想知道妳當時的想法。

當然，一開始很大一部分是因為鍾意妳才去學的，但更多的是，我心裡是深深臣服並認同妳，我知道，往這方向，，會讓我變成更好的人。

『不在妳左右，卻被妳左右』

Out of Reach

 You're like a dream just out of my reach.

So far away, yet standing right there.

What hurts is I can't read your mind without communication.

Time and space created an invisible boundary.

All I can do is keeping sending messages, even though they have to cross countless light-years to reach you.

For now, you're still out of reach.

Your heart hidden in a mysterious space.

I wish I was Dr. Stange, drawing a circle in the air to touch your heart.

There's so many things I want to do,

           so many words I try to tell,

           sp many love I want to give, make and receive

                                            with you, to you, from you.

I hope time will heal and pull us closer.

NO MORE "out of reach"

找尋最初的感動

 心血來潮地想找尋最初的感動，才發現妳始終沒變，想的，要的，都一樣。

而吸引我的，讓我著迷的，渴望的，也不曾改變。

最初的感動是來自文字。

文字背後的靈魂，是我們一直追求的。

它能表達心意、思念與所有的情緒---

無論好壞，我都願意全然接受，深深理解。

一開始的親密相處後，短暫的分隔兩地，那時唯有文字能反覆閱讀，細細品嚐。

就像隔了二十年，當初那些字句，依然能讓我心神響往。

所以...再開始吧。

我想要，重新開始寫文字予妳。

I Don't!

Do I really want to tell you all the shits I been through to ruin our night?

Do I really want to spend my extra time to sacrifice our time during the night?

Do I really want to deal with those unnecessary pressure and turn to have fight with you?

I don't!

But I thought you all understand.

I know, even though you understand but you could not help to lose your temper.

If that's what I always need to face, I will learn to do anything to face it no matter I like it or not. 

For tonight, I just wish I am a millionaire now and I DON'T need to do something I don't want and just stay home being with you all the time.

Finally Moving in

到美國也一段時間了 一直以為 找房子搬家是件兩三個星期能搞定的事情

直到前兩個禮拜 一切才塵埃落定

中間雖然經歷了辦事不利的中國agent 及愛騙人的阿米哥管理員

不過終究找到了一個溫暖的小窩

在傢具店上班的我 一開始就是以BoConcept傢具為主 迫不及待的設計了整個家

不過 最後基於價錢及等待時間 竟然將所有東西用ikea代替.........sigh！！

來看看原來的設計圖吧

So frustrated

I think the God likes to give me lots tasks before everything goes smoothly.

For house hunting, I don't know what's going on. Everytime I thought I got the deals and planned to do furniture shopping, I even draw the layout in my interior design program, the next day, broker called me it had already been token or landlord regretted.

Today, I almost fall into a catch. A amio superintendent showed me a very nice two bedroom only for $1,450 but he would charge commission for $900 which I felt fine with it. However, the situation went wired that he asked me to filled out the application form and gave him deposit for $500. I felt really really odd. He kept saying I got the deals and I could have key the next day; however, when I asked for the owner of building or the manage company of the building, he couldn't answer me. To be honest, I almost gave him the money and hope for the best.

After clear consideration, I thought it's a fraud. The application doesn't have any company name printed on it. The normal process is the applier filled out application, the owner or manage team run the credit report and review all the document such as employment letter, pay tub, W2 and bank statement.

This guy asked me to do nothing but gave him money to reserve the apartment.

Now I finally realize why there're hundreds people cheated by bad guys because they're desperated for something.

生死一瞬間

一如往常的在高速公路行駛

一邊罵著低於100KM卻又霸佔內車道 ㄧ邊又重踩油門、急轉方向盤的前進

忽然間一陣車陣在前

來到了本人不熟悉的外側車道

接下來了解到 這不是一個好混的地方

沒練過 “勿試“

原以為 人車一體已是個境界 但需要加上個幸運 方能逃過一劫！

感謝上天 賜與我剛剛好的運氣

外側車道

對於返鄉的遊子 是個安心的出口

對於一昧向前聽著一路向北的車手 是個轉運口

對於車車皆厭 透露出危險氣息的大卡車、連結車們 是這些愛丟垃圾的地獄犬棲息地

為了逃避車陣的大白（HONDA CIVIC 白，J&S的愛車）

越過了北緯38度 來到這龍潭虎穴

一直想找機會重返人間的大白

一直被路隊長或是牛頭牌的安全駕駛逼回

一個剎那間 前面的大卡車繼續他單擋的任務 欺身向右 一個假動作

“向左？“ 腦子想的是高難度的左八輪在地、右八輪在路肩護欄上的動作（P.S.大卡車共16輪）

眼睛往左照後鏡一望 想著本人不奉陪重撥高難度動作要重返中間車道

一台不識相的小黑 加速前來

同一時間 右耳正播放著Sherry的高八度警告聲 "Watch out!"

原來阿 我真傻 前面的大卡車怎麼會無聊做著馬戲團才會有的動作勒

別人笑我看不穿 我笑自己瞎了眼

前面地面躺著一個大卡車的車輪！ 對！他不在車車上 他在地面躺著

J大腦很快的跟J左右手下達 往右往左間隔差千分之一秒的指令

在此感謝J的各部位配合 使得在下可以在此報告經歷

雖然如此 大白還是 翹孤輪了

車內一陣安靜 J靜靜的安撫S及道歉關於他的疏忽

人車一體的J 知道大白左前方損傷不輕

找個休息站檢查了一下

左前保險桿大部位磨傷

躲在保桿裡的引擎進氣管路斷裂 不過無關行車安全

藉由這事件 告訴親愛的大家

外側車道 有空經過就好 不是個常逗留的好去處阿